Perfection.

Let's face it . 

As humans , we all crave for perfection at certain point of life . For me , My definition of perfection is a combination of having to As in studied subject, good relation with family and friends  and finally , beauty. As a matter of fact  , this is obviously impossible. There is a saying that humans are always given a choice to choose . Yes , We sure do . Well but in life, we are only allow to choose 2 out of these 3 given choices   ,   Social , health and education  . Which two would you choose or should I say , which would you choose to sacrifice? And having said that , Humans can never achieve perfection . But well , this could be rather subjective and not appeal to some others who believe that their goal toward " perfection" is achievable.

For me , I constantly find myself in a repeated cycle .

For instance ,  

 One fine day scrolling through pictures on Instagram and suddenly realise .. how ugly I am .

Then,  trying to improve .

Like most others , dieting is usually the first step.

What else?

make up .

Make up is like a magic charm to the majority .

But for me , not really.

Having to realise how little knowledge I have for make up .

And learning more about it through Youtube's tutorials.

But at the end of the day , I still look rather messed up .

When I look into the mirror and go 

"Look at self , nothing have change ."

well , giving up and say

 "It's okay people should love me for who I am "

But to only find myself repeating the whole process again and again .

Do you feel this way too? Cause I am pretty sure I am not alone here. And that these repeated cycle applies to all kind of daily things such as studies . All I can say is , we have to love yourself. Appreciate yourself a lil' more . Yes , it's easier said than done. And even I personally cant master the art of fully loving myself . It's like a battle of fighting against yourself . If you win , you're a huge Champion . And if you don't? Ultimately, I just want to say , you should love you for who you are . Save the trouble of repeating cycle . True beauty come within . 

xoxo , Poppivel :)